Oblivion

That was only yesterday
When I lose my ability to walk
I lost my strength to stand
When dreams get blurry
And Live a life of uncertainty

I locked carefully the doors of the past
As I travel through time tunnel
I did not bring the key with me
I want to keep locked doors die in oblivion
To make old scars untouchable
Old feelings unimaginable

My now is certain without You
I returned to be the man before You came
Hope you'll remain in the oblivion
Never come back and disturb my heart again

Sorries were not enough to fully heal
The wounds that were made by love so real
The bleeding before, I thought was unstoppable
But I was wrong, when I finally get out of the trap I thought was unbreakable
So here I am now and leaving you in the Oblivion

Cactus Life

Where were you?!
When I need you the most
I drown little by little
Into the eternal madness

I tried to breathe easy
But the sadness blocks my chest
It felt so heavy
And now I can barely breathe

I am now like a cactus on the desert
Wanting, needing something to hydrate
That will keep me alive
In the world of dry hearts

I learn to live and exist
Under the direct heat
It made me stronger
Now I have my way on how to ease

The spines on my surface
Are developed through time
Developed by each hard time
That enter, stay, and left my life line

This is my way of adapting to the environment
Full of difficult people
Intelligent yet narrow-minded
Truthful but actually pretentious

I've seen all these sorts
I know the world better
I see it better
Because I've been there!

Surrender Not!

Countless times I tried my luck
On love, career or anything that requires a path
I failed a number of times
But it never stopped me to chase and risk
My mind says "Give up!"
My heart whispers "Surrender not!"

I follow my heart and I was mesmerized
That the way I'm heading to
Is the way to the Cloud 9

I want to keep the position I am right now
Because the view is great
The feeling is perfect
I have reasons of everyday to celebrate
The collaboration of unique beings
Who sustains Life with Love
And Love with Life

"Surrender not!" has defined a new meaning in me
To persist no matter how clueless
To persist no matter how hopeless
As long as my heart whispers "Surrender not!"

Walk With Me

Two hearts met at a timeline
I met you, You met me in our life lines
If you take my heart with you
I will surrender it without a second thought
Because you own my heart now
You are my now!

Down the memory lane
I reserve a special container for you
That no one else can unlock
No one else but you

My heart have so much love
I can't contain it all in
I want to share it
With someone who can bare it

My dreams these days are now in a combo
I don't think nor plan in solo
I draw out my plans with you
It is now me and you

I want to realize these dreams
I need someone to walk with me
Through the smooth and rocky roads
Till I found the end of this road

Margin

I reach this moment
All around me seems fake
I can't figure out what's real from not
Once again, my mind play tricks on me

I felt angry
I felt sad
I felt helpless
My mind and my heart are restless

I wanted attention
Not from my friends
Not from my family
But from someone greater than me

I wanted someone to break my walls
Will you be ?!
You might not like what you see
And change your mind suddenly

Right now I am carrying an invisible weight on my shoulders
Damn! It's so heavy
If only I can lift it up easily
And walk through life freely

The figment of my imagination
Is taking me somewhere I can't fathom
It lifts me too high
It pulls me too low

I lost the ability
Of drawing a margin
Between sadness and happiness
Between illusion from reality
When will I win it again?!
To be the master of my own Margin