Brain-Heart Decoder

If I die now
I am willing to submit my brain and heart for decoding purpose
For people to know
The real reason of the pain
The real reason of happiness
That I live through my life

They will be able to see
How my heart and brain
Constantly fighting
When HEART agrees
BRAIN disagrees
When BRAIN agrees
HEART disagrees

The scar made by both
Has made me who I am
The decision they agreed upon
Has led my actions to where I am

I want them to see
How my heart was wounded when it tries to disagree with my brain
I want them to know
How my brain protects me from my stubborn heart

Then they'll understand
How fresh wound turns into full scar
How a scar turns into a wound
How each scar is molded into my heart
They'll see, the proportion of each scar made by each person who comes in and left