At Large

I always glance back at you
Even if everything between us
Have been buried and dump
Long time ago, I have detached from you
Living a solitary life
You have no idea how difficult it was
Forcibly pulling my roots to die
To kill what's inside me
I felt sorry
but it was the only way
To start living and have a clean start
I guess it wasn't clean enough
For it haunts me up to this day
Hitherto, I still care and it saddens me that I still do
I would have missed more
If I haven't known you
I try to deny the idea of you
But everyday reminds me of you
I guess it is still you
And it's always been you