Nightmare on a V-Day!

I put myself to sleep early
For the trip to JB
But what the heck has happened
Nightmare woke me up on a V-day!

She was with her new
While I was at a far view
Yet it seemed too clear
And I want to disappear

Yes, I've reached the desert
But still I experienced slight sand storm
I admit I still get hurt
But I know it is just the norm

Is this still part of the process ?
To dream of the girl who gave me love stress.
I don't know how to put in words
One thing is certain...
It feels like a cut from a sword!

I still decided to continue my sleep
To have a good rest
I know I can't stop tomorrow
Even I still feel pain and sorrow
This time I preceded with a prayer
Hoping for nightmare to disappear!

Scratch

Last night, I closed a chapter of my book.
I draw-out a blank piece of paper
Ready to scribe LIFE's mysterious ways
And hopeful not to be caught-up again in a hook!

If I got poisoned by LOVE again.
I'll make sure, I have an ANTIDOTE.
An antidote, that's created while on the process of being poisoned.
Because I don't want to make SUN as ALPHA and BLACKHOLE as OMEGA!

They say there is no FORMULA in LOVE.
But don't they know, there is a ANTIDOTE FORMULA?
We'll it's for us to find out ;)
I know the FIRE EXIT is sometimes hard to find!

The next chapter of my book.
I won't be using ink
I will be using blood
Because it stays longer for a future look!

In life, it is easier to start from scratch
Rather than dwelling on a devastated present
But of course, I need to close it carefully
Because I don't want my future to have a spot of devastated past.
To wrap it up, I am ready to start from SCRATCH!

Desert

At last! I stepped on the desert.
My eyes had gone out of water.
My heart is at season of drought.
Rainshower has come to a full-stop.

I woke up late, and felt a different bliss.
Bliss of longing-free.
I put myself back into the game.
The game they call LIFE!

She is not the first mammal that boots into my mind today.
Instead it is HE. GOD is.
On the 23 of February 2012, I will be back to the place where I belong.
So grateful, to be back soon at ABSOLUTE state.

The scars are still in.
But I know they are fading.
I don't need a band aid to cover them.
All I need is TIME to fade them.

I know the TIME is near...
Now, I see LIFE better
I will go at full-speed soon
Speed that no one has ever did

I will break records in life
And one day, I can say...
"I've been through the OCEAN and gracefully shifts into the DESERT!"

The Story of: "She, The Sun, And Me"

She came into my life at daybreak!
She explored my world.
And deposit a pot of gold.
I bombed the bank for the dime to leak.

At our healthy times, we played just and fair.
We exchanged sun.
Along the way, while I was enjoying her sun,
And she was enjoying mine.
She played a sun trick and taught me the secret.

Poor me, just believed in one secret to learn the trick.
But she had zillion ways to play the trick.
I never explored much because just having her was fair enough.
But she did the contrast, and get her sun back without my knowledge.

Along with her sun, she took mine too.
She didn't play fair! :(
Then I was striving to get my sun back.

Tonight February 1, 2012, I revived my sun.
Ironically, it didn't come at daybreak...
Instead I got it at night while having a jog break!
I'm excited for tomorrow on how it will run!
But right now, I decided to run tomorrow with my sun! ;)