Still

I got no choice but to embrace the blanket
That is now colder than it did before you came
Drinking whiskey to feel the warmth
But just cant feel its warmth
Travelled to peculiar places
But only to find familiar memories at every corner of the road
Like we used to kill time and never care what tomorrow will be
Like I used to feel you in my arms

Now I am sick of being stuck in this crossroad
The arrow sign has been dilapidated
I have forgotten where I am heading to
Only left is me with extra load of pain

I follow where wind blows
Hoping to find relief at its tail
As i follow its track
It drags me to bushes and can't hardly bounce back
The pace of time is slow
The sun sets on a mourning hue
Where are you
My still you